wait

I want to get a nose ring.
My mom probably won't let me.

I don't really know how I feel right now.

I really like the weather.
It puts me in a very peaceful mood.
The wind adds a nice touch.

I feel like i'm missing something or like something is going to change.
I really don't like it.

I don't really like downriver.
Everyone who doesn't live in wyandotte loves it.
Why?
I used to love it and then I moved here.
Idunno.

School was boring.
surprise.

I feel like i'm waiting for something to happen, and i don't know what.
But I'll know when it happens.

whoooaaaa

alright so!
Wednesday I went to fairlane green with Phyllis!
I bought myself a book.
We went to the pet store lol and then joanne fabrics.
I drove us to core groups and we stopped at sonic on the way.
Sooooo good!

Core groups was really cool.
Ashley talked about judging people and I find myself doing that very often.
I try not to but I think it's very hard not to.
People very often change my views on them though.
It's usually not hard.

Yesterday I did absolutely nothing.
Billy picked me up at 10:30ishpm and we went to taco bell.
came home.

today i woke up at like 8am.
did some homework that i got over break
did dishes
cleaned my room
and now i'm just waiting for collette and kristin to get close so i can drive downtown.

i really really don't want to go back to school.

I wish I could've done something different this break.
like gone to another state all by myself and just venture.
strangely i don't always mind being alone.
i like it very much actually.
i can only take people in small doses.
i don't know why but it's just sometimes i'm a very irritable person.

i traded my red phone in for the purple rant.
i couldn't handle not having a keyboard after having the rumor for so long.

my grandpa put a deposit down for me on my graduation party.
it's going to be June 25 2010 (it's a friday)
it's crazy that i'll be graduating in a year...
it's scary.

woo.

Last night I stayed the night at amanda's.
We colored eggs and watched a movie.

I woke up and came home.
Sat here all day.

"Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place." -Zora Neale Hurston

I'm fairly tired and I get my internet and picture mail tomorrow.
It's not as exciting as it was a couple days ago. Hah.

I'm watching Titanic at the moment and i'm feeling that this story is way more far fetched now.
They fell in love in a matter of what three days?
pshaw.

two blogs rolled into one

quit fooling yourself and everyone else.
it's getting annoying.


I spilled pina coloda on my mouse last night and everywhere else.
I had to get a new mouse this morning and mouse pad.

My spring break is going to be fairly boring.

I've been texting Jhake and he's been telling me about all of his little experiences in Tennessee. They're pretty nice and amusing.

I love my phone so much.

I miss the whole crew of two summers ago.
Cordrey, Rachel, Jake Mo, Hope, Katelyn, Maureen, David and etc.
It was fun and adventurous.


I don't believe i've ever been soooooo bored in my whole entire life.




I posted this one yesterday on my myspace blog:
Thursday was our last day before spring break.
I didn't go to fifth and sixth hour. I sat down band hall with Jake Tyrna.
Dylan picked up amanda and I from school and we went to Taco Bell. Amanda and I tag teamed and picked on him.
I got a new sweet phone and then amanda stayed the night.

Today we woke up got ready and then went to metro. We brought pizza rolls to eat for dinner and wrote on the bag owned by dymanca do not eat. Lol and we put them in the freezer.
Good friday was soo good and gave me goosebumps.
When I was not on stage I sat with Collette and showed her how to make a bracelet and we took funny pictures on Miranda's computer with Dylan. It was great.

I told Jhake that when he gets back from Tennessee, him, amanda and I are going to the zoo. We're going to see elephants, tigers, bears, lions and giraffes.

I'm sleepy though.
I'm getting internet and picture mail on monday.

I'm so amazed by what God can do. He was definitely moving through everyone today and ahh.
Such a good day.

wow.

That was THE MOST egotistical thing i've read all day.
ridiculous.
shut up and quit complaining already.


Sixth hour was incredibly funny.

I had string day thing at school today, it was alright. Of course it didn't sound like much because the elementary kids don't have a clue as to what they are doing.

I went to the mall with my mom and got 2 and 0g tapers. sooo happy.

I have rehearsal for good friday tomorrow. i'm kinda nervous.

Haha I was really bored today.

Blah

Hm, today. Nothing extraordinary.
I had a playing test in orchestra.
I don't think I did that bad.
I know what i'm doing in chemistry.
I went to McDonald's with Billy and just chatted.
Adam harassed my neighborhood by honking on my street and in my alley behind my house.


I feel a little uneasy about somethings.

I'm excited and nervous for good friday service.


I miss playing WoW. LOL.

Starting Over

I deleted all my other posts.
I dunno.
I really felt the need to.

Good friday is well, this friday. lol.
I'm really excited.
I observed metro kids today and I loved it.
I can't wait to start helping. <3

You know what? I'm not even half as upset as I was at first.
I realized that you meant way more than he ever did.
I really hate that I let that friendship go.
But I promise that will change.

I took pictures for TPA today.
Idunno how they turned out.
I miss my camera.

I want someone to watch the following movies with me this week or this spring break. AND it has to be all in one day, with popcorn, capri suns, cadbury eggs, and idunno whatever else. Movies:

• Garden State (FAVORITE MOVIE)
• American Beauty
• An Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind(FAVORITE MOVIE)
• Twilight(FAVORITE MOVIE)
• Meet the Robinsons
• Marley and Me
• Mean Girls
• Pineapple Express
• Breakfast Club
• Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
• Charlie Bartlett
• Remember the Titans

Many more but I think that's already too many for one day. lol. But just let me know.